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Mr. Pet Play and Tears ([personal profile] hijiwanwan) wrote2015-09-14 12:06 am
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I'm not here at the moment, so if you have something to say then do it. Speak up. I'll get to it later.


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no it's cold ;__;

[personal profile] gravesite 2016-04-28 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ but this isn't the shinsengumi anymore, is what tsurumaru wants to say, but he lets the words die on his tongue because this is a part of what he'd told kashuu, before — that he doesn't understand several things, when it comes to hijikata's priorities and ideals, and that he also wants to understand him a bit better.

so instead, he smiles back at him, wiping a stray fleck of black ink from his own cheek with the back of his glove. ]


Well, it's not everyday that you meet someone from a different time period.

[ along with the fact that it isn't every day — or every century, even — that tsurumaru's honest, genuine thoughts about someone else are so unwaveringly positive. most of the time, his brutal honesty is scathing, words filled with his anger and disdain for people.

it's odd, but it's liberating; it's not a feeling that he dislikes. ]


That's fine with me. [ to both hijikata's uncertainty and to sleeping in the main room, so with some effort, he slowly pushes himself up to his own feet. and while he'd love for hijikata to go on thinking that he follows active sleeping patterns, which has more to do with avoiding nightmares than stubbornly resisting human schedules — ]

I don't sleep, anyway.

But if you want, I can pretend like I do. Have I been convincing you all along?
gravesite: dns (▶ i carved out the spaces (and i))

fridges only open from the outside why are you cruel???

[personal profile] gravesite 2016-04-30 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ but he sleeps at strange times, given how much he loves to work... and he probably also wakes up early, like the old man he is. so if tsurumaru was truly falling asleep after him and waking up before him, it'd just make him more tired!

first of all, hijikata just has no shame, saying things like that out loud. secondly, however, it's something that tsurumaru's also thought about from time to time, particularly during the few hours of the night of which hijikata is asleep and he's awake — that if it's with him, then sleeping wouldn't be so terrifying.

so which is why when hijikata retracts his offer, he scrambles to quickly pick it back up. ]


Wait —

[ he steps forward, and then gently wraps his arms around hijikata's lower back, pulling him closer — and then pushes his cheek against his shoulder to look away, because having to ask for this is entirely embarrassing, but at the same time, he doesn't think hijikata will say no. he has faith!

plus, this is a win-win situation for both of them... even if he doesn't know it. ]


If you do this for me, then maybe... I can manage the sleeping part of it. Is that okay?